Take my life away!

There´s nothing I can do to please you.
There´s nothing better than trying.
What could I do to get Heaven
Than praying faster when dying?

I have no one to love around
Just enemies hating or fighting.
What else do I have to ask from You,
But letting me go: I feel dying!

My children are gone somewhere else.
My pleasure is burnt, I´m alone.
Nothing I tried is accomplished
Better or worst, I´ll be gone!

Jesús!, I´ve spent 2 hous praying
I begged off my sorrow knelt, (Rev. 22:3)
But seeing no one who answers
It`s just like falling in Hell (Rev. 22:15).

Speak to me, Saviour! Say something.
Grant me a love, Anything!
After your words I come near you,
But leaving me alone: My daydream!

I won´t write it abundantly
You deeply know what I see
People surround me like armies
You´ll keep me alive, if You´re pleased. (Rev. 21:8)